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madrobinsTomorrow I will be 59.
For some reason that seems considerably older than 58, and at least a decade older than 57. I'm not sure how this happens. In my interior landscape I'm still wandering around somewhere in my 40s or early 50s (I did make it past adolescence and my 20s, thank God), but time, as they say, marches on, taking me with it, without reference to my interior landscape.
I'm not complaining about the mileage. It's just...it doesn't sound like me. I suppose it will grow on me.
For some reason that seems considerably older than 58, and at least a decade older than 57. I'm not sure how this happens. In my interior landscape I'm still wandering around somewhere in my 40s or early 50s (I did make it past adolescence and my 20s, thank God), but time, as they say, marches on, taking me with it, without reference to my interior landscape.
I'm not complaining about the mileage. It's just...it doesn't sound like me. I suppose it will grow on me.